Up to You
November 6, 2015
Letting go of the past can be tricky to do,
But if you want to move forward, it’s up to you.
No one can live in the past forever, it’s true,
But if you want to try, then hey—that’s up to you.
I’d rather live for tomorrow than yesterday,
But if that’s not your style, then that is up to you.
I’ve too much of a future to waste on “back then,”
But if that’s what you want, then friend, that’s up to you.
I’ll leave my pain in yesteryear, where it belongs,
But if you wish to suffer yours, that’s up to you:
The teasing, the torture, the brazen foolishness—
If that’s what you want, then again, it’s up to you.
The suffering, the drama, and all that comes with them—
Is that what you really want? Well, it’s up to you.
Clinging to what could have been rather than what is
When things can’t be helped anymore? That’s up to you.
Reliving nightmares that were grim reality
Back when you were younger? That, too, is up to you.
Hugging nostalgia desp’rately in the vain hope
That what you once knew will return? That’s up to you.
Reliving tragedy with which you’ve had to cope
That took a lifetime to do so? Hey, up to you.
Wishing the present was naught but a bad dream while
Living in your own reality? Up to you.
Me, on the other hand, I’ll be moving forward.
Should you care to join me, that, too, is up to you.
I hope you do, though, so we can both leave the past
In the past where it belongs, but hey—up to you.
It’s just that dwelling on the pain of old isn’t
My scene these days. If it’s yours, though, that’s up to you.
Just don’t say I didn’t warn you when it all starts
Haunting you all over again (‘Twas up to you.)
And leaves you forever scarred emotionally.
I’m giving you this one chance, and it’s up to you.
So, what will it be—embracing what just might be
Or hanging on to what once was? It’s up to you.
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